Forever

As I Lay in my bed, With the covers pulled up over my face to mask the tears that fall from the corners of my eyes, Due to having a broken heart of shattered dreams of what we could of been together.

I will forever remember all the promises you made to me ,you said we would last forever, but was it all a lie?

As you left,  forgetting  all about me was all to easy, its like I was never there at all.

I remember the painful words that day of our goodbyes, Having a knife put to my soul would of been less painful then letting you go. 

I will now let my tears continue to fall to the floor, Not knowing now if I wish to continue without your presence.

Why won’t you just get out of my head and leave me alone... all I ever wanted to do was love you and be within your arms. Why am I  continually tortured with the thought of you.

I’m lost in the furious sea of hopelessness. I had no choice but to fall in love with you, you had me before I even laid my eyes on you.  But even now, I find out that you still don’t know that I fell in love with you.