Sunday, October 27, 2013

Night Time Craving


Often at night I dream of you, coming to my side. Vivid images & pictures in my mind. craving, lust and passion all in you I find. A dream of a thousand delights.

A whisper full of desire, a cry of sweet surrender, as passion fuels the fire. Sparks fly as the embers swirl violently. Embracing you with both body and soul.

Your slightest touch causing me to tremble, the warmth of you melts the depths of my soul as I stare into your dark eyes as they silently seduce me. As your sweet lips are begging to be kissed. 

All inhibitions evaporating as you draw me near and your strong hands invade my flesh.
Our bodies entwine, our souls combine sending chills throughout my spine.
Captivated by our bodies constant motion as passion flows. Wanting to forever feel this endless desires. 
With a throbbing pulse I hold my breath to savor the blissful pleasure as I enter a realm of ecstasy previously unknown. 

Yet as night passes yet I wake alone. For only in my dreams do visions of you appear.

Friday, February 15, 2013

The Art of Racing in the Rain by Garth Stein



A recent letter I receive from a friend sitting on death row :o( told me they just finished reading it and to give it a try. So I did.

The book is about Denny's amazing dog Enzo that is convinced that he will be reincarnated as a human after he dies. He feels once his soul learns everything it was meant to be taught in this life, he will know when it is time to go. Enzo helps Denny through many hardships and devastating tragedy, through some strong unspoken force. Able to give encouragement to Denny even in the lowest of moments, when he feels it is just time to give up. It is a very valuable story full of love, tragedy, redemption, truths and the positive ways to deal with life  it the highest or lowest times. Teaches also to accept personal responsibility and remain open that some answer might come from stranger or unexpected places. The dog has much to teach us about being a human.

I'm not going to lie to you, this book is very sad. But it is also laugh out loud funny at times, and filled with love, devotion, philosophy and hopefulness. It had me from smiling and laughing to me sobbing.
It's a beautiful book and definitely one of my favorites of the year so far.

I definitely recommend it. A heart- warming story that anyone would enjoy- even if you are not a dog lover! Like myself :o) 

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

TRAILER: West of Memphis (2012) HD: ENTV

West Of Memphis




This past weekend I was able to attend a viewing of West of Memphis. The film tells a gripping story a terrible crime, compounded by a grave injustice. I have been a supporter of the WM3 for some time now. Have seen the Paradise Lost trilogy made by Joe Berlinger and Bruce Sinofsky that aired in 1996 on HBO. You may ask yourself how many films on the WM3 need to be made? Personally I say as may as it takes to get the three exonerated. 

Those of you that are unaware of who the West Memphis Three are here is a small recount. Damien Echols, Jason Baldwin, and Jessie Misskelley JR. were convicted in 1994 of the murders of three 8 year old cub scouts, that occurred on May 5th of 1993. After a month of not being able to find a killer the state of Arkansas decided to create a motive in order to prosecute the the three teens whom they deemed as strange.They needed to arrest someone/anyone and hey who better than the misfit trio, with long hair, who listened to metal and read Stephen King novels.  Calling it a satanic cult killing and creating a modern day witch hunt. Prosecute  someone even if wrongly convicting three innocent teenage boys, at least that means West Memphis citizens would have the fears placed at rest.

What should we honestly fear most? Is it the violence that stole the lives of three 8 year old children? How about the possibility the justice system we should be able to place trust into is failing us on many levels. When law enforcement is able to take innocent lives away themselves in order to settle a case. Just to make themselves look favorable in order to get high political gains and line their pockets just slightly more. Concerned more about saving face than the innocent.  Ask yourself what is more frightening the killers or the accusers with out cause? 

New DNA evidence establishes that there os ZERO connection between the West Memphis Three and the deaths of those 3 little boys.  Which lead to their release from prison 08-19-2011 with a very unjust plea deal called an Alford Plea. It allows them all to retain their innocence but allowing the state to claim them as guilty. Basically an easy out for the state saying we can't be sued for wrongfully convicting you and since we still claim you as guilty "even though we are setting you free" means we do not have to be bothered with this case anymore and the actual killer still gets to live his life out peacefully. This is wrong on all levels and needs to be corrected. 

Back to my thoughts on the film itself. It was incredibly well crafted for a documentary 2 1/2 hours long it did not even seem that long. Even with all the knowledge I hold of the case and all that are involved, I was moved to tears, infuriating anger, with a few moments of smiles. WoM does indeed shed light on what should be a HUGE shame in the criminal justice system of the USA.  It also show how the average persons voice can make a huge difference in the world. How people motivated by compassion and a belief in doing the right thing can effect a change. Amy Berg's documentary also strongly shows who law enforcement should have in prison. The Stepfather of Stevie Branch, Mr. Terry Hobbs. The man with a violent past and who's DNA was actually found at the scene of the crime.  At the end of the day this is an extraordinary document about the three innocent children who were murdered in West Memphis, Arkansas and the three innocent teenagers who spent 18 years in prison for the crime they did not commit. I highly recommend seeing it in a theater near you or at the very least once it is release to DVD. The more people that know about this case and other like it the better.

Thursday, January 17, 2013

Moment of Silence


A clear day with golden skies gives way to black clouds, as I ask why? 

Somewhere inside his mind snapped, now tiny screams, shattered silence, with little dreams that will never be heard, as they lay uttering not a word.

All the hopelessness that I feel, as I try to see through all my tears.
I hope to never suffer the way that you do, I can only imagine that life has now deserted you.

My greatest fear is just  an illusion but for you it is all to factual.

Why? with in the NRA does humanity hide? While the empathy in my heart, forces me to feel the heartbreak of others. How uncaring can a group of people be? To look past all the tears of grief, to justify their own means.

It may seem like it will always continue to rain, while we are  longing to see the sun. I have hope in the human race to do the right thing. While attempting to fill my mind with optimism as we all attempt to drain our tears and shatter all the built up fear.